Wednesday, April 22, 2009


Do you ever have those moments where you feel like everything is going to be okay then *WHAM* out of left field comes the fast ball that not only knocks you off your feet but it takes your breath away & threatens to somehow disrupt your entire world.

Sounds like alot huh? Well, that's kinda where my life is at the moment. It's a time where I find myself literally begging God to make things okay.

Such a vague post. I get that but it's what has to be. Things have been turned upside down & I'm using the advice of a wise friend to use distractions of wedding planning, mindless tv shows that another suggested & really just trying to make sense of how even healthy people can be afflicted with health conditions. It all makes my head hurt for the record (well the part of trying to figure it out.)

On the fitness front, things are good. I'm seeing slow & steady progress which is what I hoped for. I'm confident that this was indeed the right choice for me.

Being healthy is my primary motivator. When I started on this road to health, I was motivated by fear. I find myself in that place again. I guess it's not a bad thing as long as I'm motivated right?

I'll think about that while I run tonight.


Anonymous said...

Wow Heather, sounds like you have a lot going on. You are in my thoughts, as my mom always tells me, God only gives you what he knows you can handle.


Allison/TexasGirl said...

Yeah you're running. I'm heading to the park soon. It's 90 here this afternoon.